Today _________ told me he was falling in love with me. He told me in order to check in with me about how I feel and to see if he should be letting himself fall for me. He told me that he didn’t want to let himself do this if I was interested in seeing other people, in sleeping with other people and that at some point there would be a day it would end or it would have to be exclusive. He was scared because he is putting his heart out there on the line and he wanted to know where I stood.

I told him I have only been seeing him, sleeping with him.

I told him I have been doing a lot of thinking about what I want. When I started dating a lot of people, it was very heady to be wanted and desired.

But part of the reason I was seeing a range of people was because no single person was meeting everything I was looking for and he does. I want him. I want to be with him and I am falling for him too. I adore him and it scares the shit out of me. I love how he challenges me, how we can talk and have intellectual conversations. We can dance. We are sharing music with each other. We read to each other. We play music for each other and are teaching each other things we love. And oh my god the sex. It’s amazing. He satisfies me on so many levels – the amount, the desire, the intensity, the athleticism and I can come while fucking him. He rolls up into one package everything I have been looking for. And he adores me.

I told him, I want to be with him exclusive and I am good with cutting everyone else out – not that anyone is beating down my door right now since I have sent them all away. I told him I am falling in love with him and that he makes me very happy.

When we walked back to my office, I told him I belong to him. I am all his.

This should be interesting to see how this plays out and what kind of adventure we are headed into.