It’s hours after he leaves but my body is still feeling aftershocks from his touch, his kisses, his cock inside me so deep and so full.
The intensity is mind blowing. Today was an escalation of passion even higher than the last time we felt this chemistry.
He tells me he wants to move us into a polyamory relationship but I don’t know if it’s the passion of the moment talking or if he really feels this way.
He tells me he’s never felt this intensity and level of passion with his other partners although he has a unique and lovely chemistry with each of them.
I am feeling so in tune with him and want more of him, more often, but need to balance the rest of my life with his.
How do we do this? How do we find a rhythm that works for us both and all our other partners.
Each time we fucked today and each orgasm I had I felt even closer to him and to that transcendent state-of-being he brings me to. I lose language and can’t truly articulate how I am feeling about him. I just know I want more, I want him, I want all of him for the times I have him. And I don’t mind sharing – I need that, he needs that.
I think I’m falling in love with him – the gasping for breath and waves of desire all evening point me to this conclusion.
I hate the feelings I have when I’m not with him. I imagine him fucking his girlfriend in the morning and it makes me so horny – I am happy imagining the pleasure he brings to her but am sad that I wake up alone.
The aftershocks of our chemistry are mind blowing and so intense they overshadow the slow subtle affections I feel for others. The time apart we have allows me to grow feelings for my other partners.
If I was to be with him more than I am, I think my brain and my body would explode with the overwhelming pleasure and intensity that I feel. It’s shocking, its amazing, its overwhelming, its crazy, its unlike anything – it’s palpable this desire and passion I feel for him.
I drive down south to go on another date and the whole drive down I am feeling the waves of desire and waves of passion for him still rolling through my body.
My pussy is wet and warm with the memory and aftershocks.