figuring out who I am

As I have left the second monogamous relationship in 3 years after dating several people at the same time, several who are poly and in open relationships, I find myself on the prowl again. This time though, I am explicitly looking for ethical non-monogamy and people in open relationships or open to being in an […]

thinking of him

His hands across my bodyHis faceHis smileHis growl after we kissHis mouth – oh god his mouthHis tongue His eyes so blue when they look at me His arms holding me tightHis cock that fits me so well His voice and wordsOmg – I get wet just thinking about him.

him and her

HIM I’m sitting here having a coffee and all I can think about is your face between my thighs and the sweet sweet feeling of your tongue. My skin is still tingling and vibrating from the vigorous activities we participated in last night. You purred when I kissed you and grabbed me around my waist, […]

seeing the skier again

One of the other people I have reconnected with is the skier who I was just starting to see a couple of years ago. I reach out to him on OkC and see if he is still around. He texts me back and we make arrangements to meet up for a bite. I struggle to […]

dating haikus

literary prose Shared as texts across the wiresNow I dream of you  Your touch is like fireI want to feel you inside skin to skin we lay Soul filled eyes see meYour laugh excites my soulWe talk of nothing  Drift away to sleepRemembering your kissestouch across my flesh 

reconnecting with several

When I stopped seeing ________, I reached out to several of the men I was seeing  before I went exclusive – who still showed up on OkC as looking. The game show host responded quickly and we make plans to meet for a drink. I am nervous about meeting him again and where we are […]

back on the dating scene

So after close to 2 years I am back out on the market. I forgot how hard it is to coordinate schedules and juggle dating around all my other commitments but I like meeting new people. They say breaking up is hard to do, well for me, it just took too long and the break […]

jealous

Over the last several months I found myself pulling away from _________. The hormone changes have affected the chemical balance and we have settled into enough routine that I am starting to see and feel the things I am missing and not getting from him. We talk repeatedly about what we each need yet my […]

a milestone day

Today _________ told me he was falling in love with me. He told me in order to check in with me about how I feel and to see if he should be letting himself fall for me. He told me that he didn’t want to let himself do this if I was interested in seeing […]