the walk

I always start the walk in a hurry. My mind reeling from the conversations from the last few days. Played out and replayed and respond to a better conclusion. I work through the intent and my inabilities to clarify what I mean and how I might best react the next time.  The workshop, the teaching, […]

back after a dating hiatus

I am back after several months seeing someone exclusive. He wasn’t into the whole – see multiple people at the same time thing – so I respected that and took myself out of the dating pool Well it didn’t work out for several reasons so here I am again – back on OKCupid, back experiencing […]

Thoughts on physicality

When I went through my hibernation period, I didn’t go out with anyone for 10 years. I never kissed anyone and didn’t have sex – for 10 long years. Other than a brief hug with friends or family, I wasn’t touched by anyone during this time. Going without touch for that long builds up a […]

Happy New Year!

This is the year I turned 50 and the year I dropped 50 pounds. It’s the year i rediscovered the fact that I am “girly” and that I like clothes and dressing up. This is the year I feel like I came out of a fog that I have been in for the last 10 […]